Blog de Brad

Been a bit of a while since I posted anything, Uni shizz has been on the agenda (so much shit you have to buy, register, enrole, sign, have passport pictures for).

Update:

• Decided I’m too fat that I can’t get away with it anymore. So diet and exercise is a huge priority when I’m University-ing, or whatever the verb is for doing University (oh yeah, studying).
• Working my last week at Debenhams, which I’m honestly not sure if will miss or not. Serving the needs of the scum known as ‘that idiot customer’ were always outweighed by the fun times with work-mates and actually feeling fulfilled at the end of the day when you’ve done a good deed for someone regardless of whether or not they appreciated it.
• Turned 18, which has felt well earned after watching the rest of the Sixth Form year do it. My Birthday is the 31st August which, if you didn’t know, is the cutoff date of children between two academic years. So If I was born a day later on the 1st September I would be starting Year 13.

Finally, I let my feelings known to someone. Been on my mind for a bit now so I thought I’d just tell her. As I guessed, it’s gonna mean nothing. Not a big deal as I knew she didn’t feel it the same way I did. But it has got me in a bit of a downer mode at the moment which is good in a way considering I write my best songs when I’m like this. Not to mention it’s probably brought us closer as friends now that’s out in the open as well, so I’m sure I’ll be my normal self soon. I try never to regret and never to look back. Regret is an appalling waste of energy. You can’t build on it, it’s only good for wallowing in. But y’know, sometimes it gets a bit hard and it’s okay to feel a little bit sad, just as long you know you can’t stay like that.

Why I’m telling the internet this and not actual people is something else I need to sort out really..

But anyway. Night.